So I’m not the only one thinking this…

How we ended up raising the stupidest generation:

I bring up Epstein because just like this example- I view things differently from everyone else. Everyone is focused on the same single thing. When you need to zoom out and look at the bigger picture. When you need to look at what his main purpose is.

Or what the main purpose of education is (mass indoctrination), what voting is (appearance of choice to quell the plebs from uprising), why lab tests are terrible and never show anything is wrong until you are deathly sick (no profit in healing ppl)- too many to list.

Ever since I was a kid, I was thinking about things […]

Everyone talking about Epstein sex trafficking and all the gross men that are in it. But I’ve been saying for AGES that the MAIN purpose of Epstein was to hide/do money laundering for the worlds rich.

That is why everyone flocks to him. There are so many ppl and organizations running sex trafficking operations- there’s LOTS of documentaries on that- you don’t need a Jeffrey Epstein for that.

But you do need a Jeffrey Epstein to 1- money launder and 2- blackmail the worlds most richest and powerful men.

The sex stuff was just a side thing to blackmail all the rich pedos.

What […]

40hr work week is NOT about optimal productivity

40hr work week = optimum control

60s short:

I DON’T KNOW WHY WE HUMANS DO NOT GET ALONG MUCH BETTER

Why big cities kill empathy: The dark psychology of the bystander effect

I’ve only lived in big cities, tho I did live in a not as big city twice- first in a college town, and a few years ago in a city but it’s all spread out so you have to drive. It’s still hundreds of thousands of ppl, not like the 1500 ppl town the guy mentions.

Anyhow, maybe I haven’t lived to a “small enough” city (I have lived in over a dozen cities and states across the United States from east to west) but I have yet to see real community or niceness. […]

There’s no one like George Carlin!
He’s got a point about groups…

It’s not speculation or conspiracy theory- it’s all in the Epstein files. They’re literally experimenting on human babies, eugenics, and doing baby farming on his NM Ranch.

Now we know why Epstein has all these ties to universities and scientists.

Not talked in this video above, but There’s other videos showing other Epstein emails about eating babies and drinking baby blood.

Like when Alex Jones was talking about Pizzagate, I thought it was ridiculous.

When I heard Roseanne Barr also around that timeframe talking about ppl eating babies and drinking babies blood, I thought she was a racist nut on ambien.

Turns out they […]

What does or what would home mean for you?

So I have some e-credits on Amazon. Are there any good books/ebooks you’d recommend? Are there any books that actually helped you?

Generally looking at depression/trauma/self-help/psychology books, but can take a look at anything that might be interesting or helpful. Thanks.

Nobody will know what the fuck I’m talking about so don’t waste your time reading. This is just a marker for me and anyone else who happens to be familiar with recent Nobel prize winning philosophers, CNC machinery, the reason why time travel into the past is physically impossible, and the 19th century genius who was obsessed with trains (Boltzmann) who told us exactly why time travel into the past–or metaphorically speaking, the cure for depression–is impossible. I’m guessing that whittles the audience down to just me. In other words tl;dr

At the end of a famous book which no one has read all the way […]

Here’s a twist on the age old complaint of loneliness. Whether it makes a difference I don’t know, probably not.

Like the title says, my “problem” is that I just don’t like humans, and it’s not just that I haven’t met the right one. I’ve met some wonderful humans, even had great relationships that were better than any lovestory ever written. But the bottom line is I just don’t like humans they way they think, their polite hypocrisies without realizing it, or their outright malignity which we all keep under wraps.

Yeah I’m absolutely NOT excluding me from the set. If I met “me” I’d beat the […]

What if we’ve been dumbasses and have made all the wrong decisions in life? And hence we are in the situation we are in now?

We all like to think we are smart. And some of us are very academically smart. And some of us do have common sense.

BUT- What if we been making stupid ass choices? Choices that aren’t Necessarily obvious that it’s stupid?

Like choosing to go after career vs finding a soulmate.

Like choosing to stay home and hermit instead of going out, meeting ppl or just going for solo walks, Exercising, eating right, etc.

I mean, yes, when we get depressed, we don’t […]

I wanted to find similar people so we could relate and achieve things together

Another reason why America sucks:

“Loneliness has reached epidemic levels: the U.S. is among the top five loneliest countries studied, with 21% of Americans reporting feeling lonely always or almost always.“

February is half way done. Shortest month of the year. 11 weeks down. I’m close to being half way done. I hope. Actually I don’t need to really count anymore. Since I know for a fact that WPI isn’t an option anymore, I’m leaving the minute I get a job offer for an actual engineering position. Fuck whatever timed contract I signed. But I’m still going to keep track. Because if I don’t get one by the time 6 months is up, I might as well put a bullet in my brain.

PC is busted. […]

Britney Spears, Justin Bieber, Amanda Bynes, Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, Chandler from friends, Corey Feldman, McCauly Culkin, Brittany Murphy, Robin Williams, and a whole plethora of people- Have serious mental and addiction problems.

They all look glamorous on screen, but how many of them are STILL broken on the inside? (Or made broken by Hollywood)?

How many of our celebrities are happy and living great lives?

I only mention celebrities because these are people everyone knows.

Or maybe we are subject to the availability bias? Maybe it seems like most people in Hollywood are living bad lives bc They never show the good stories. […]

I haven’t been here in 2 years. Why am I back again? Why am I here at all? (Not sure, whether I mean this website or the actual planet) I even forgot what this website was called.. I’m glad I found it. Kinda. I have met so many unwell people, who then moved onto being happy. And it’s never happened to me… Who stays the same after 17 years? Where’s my glorious ending to the whole bitter route of despair? I haven’t changed one bit and I tried. I really did.

I’ve traveled, met some people, got medical questions answered, started cooking & baking (no more […]

Don’t you wish we could go back in time and do things differently? And mot make the “mistakes” that we made?

Instead of prioritizing education/work/career, we could have prioritized having fun, relaxing, finding our soulmates, and just living life.

Well, that’s just ONE of the things I’d do differently.

We were duped. Lied to. And we believed career was a ladder instead of a hamster wheel, a rat race we are doomed to run around in.